Friday, 4 March 2022

Belle Morte by Bella Higgin ARC Review!

 

Title: Belle Morte
Author: Bella Higgin
Publish Date: April 5th, 2022
Publisher: Wattpad Books
Source: Huge thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for providing me with an ARC for review!

There’s only one way out.

Belle Morte. One of five houses where vampires reside as celebrities and humans are paid to be their living donors. While others came here seeking fortune, I came in search of my sister who walked into Belle Morte five months ago . . . and never walked back out.

Now that I’m here, the secrets about this world have proven to be much bigger than I ever anticipated. And lurking around every corner are shocking insinuations of what happened to my sister.

There’s only one person who might have the answers I need, and the undeniable pull I feel toward him is terrifying: Edmond Dantès―a vampire, and my mortal enemy.

The harder I try to resist him, the further I fall under his spell. And in one instant my life is irrevocably changed. My past becomes prologue and my fate becomes sealed behind these doors.

Belle Morte has spoken. And it may never let me go.

Penelope's Review

Oof I am a SUCKER for vampire books and Belle Morte did not disappoint! At first, I was nervous that this would be a bit too similar to Twilight at its core, but honestly once I started reading I was like Edward and Bella who??? Lol which basically means that no, this is not a Twilight re-write. I found it unique and refreshing - I personally may have gone with a different name than Edmond simply due to the massive popularity of Edward but meh like I said, I wasn't thinking about Twilight at all while reading.

SO! We have vampires out in the open, and since their reveal 10 years ago, they have risen to the height of fame and become celebrities. They live around the word in various "vampire houses", each with a different name. This book is based on a UK vampire house called Belle Morte. Humans apply to these houses to become donors, and get paid very well for the honor. 

Renie was a headstrong, spirited girl with fire in her heart and a stubborn streak a mile long. She was loyal and determined and was more of an "act before you think" type of person which is always great in a book lol! Edmond was broody and sexy and stoic until he was vulnerable... yum. Everything I want in a male lead. He would do anything to protect Renie and it was swoon-worthy watching his devotion to her grow. 

I loved all the side characters - Roux and Jason were hilarious and amazing, I ended up liking Ysanne more and more the more I read, and I'm thinking we are going to see more Ludovic and Etienne in book 2 which is exciting for two very different reasons lol!

Overall, I think this was a really great debut! You need to go in expecting a YA vampire novel, otherwise you will be disappointed. You really do need to think along the lines of Twilight, not Dracula. (I'm not saying this is like Twilight, but that's the sort of vamp novel you need to go in expecting). I went in with  basic idea of what to expect and I ended up being really happy with what I read! I think the more this author develops her writing skills, the better her books are going to be and I'm really excited to watch her progress!

Rating: 4/5 Devils!





Thursday, 3 March 2022

A Forgery of Roses by Jessica S. Olson ARC Review!

 

Title: A Forgery of Roses
Author: Jessica S. Olson
Publish Date: March 29th, 2022
Publisher: Inkyard Press
Source: Huge thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for providing me with an ARC for review!

Myra Whitlock has a gift. One many would kill for.

She’s an artist whose portraits alter people’s real-life bodies, a talent she must hide from those who would kidnap, blackmail, and worse in order to control it. Guarding that secret is the only way to keep her younger sister safe now that their parents are gone.

But one frigid night, the governor’s wife discovers the truth and threatens to expose Myra if she does not complete a special portrait that would resurrect the governor's dead son. Desperate, Myra ventures to his legendary stone mansion.

Once she arrives, however, it becomes clear the boy’s death was no accident. Someone dangerous lurks within these glittering halls. Someone harboring a disturbing obsession with portrait magic.

Myra cannot do the painting until she knows what really happened, so she turns to the governor’s older son, a captivating redheaded poet. Together, they delve into the family’s most shadowed affairs, racing to uncover the truth before the secret Myra spent her life concealing makes her the killer’s next victim.

Penelope's Review

First off, love the cover! It's SO pretty and it's what drew me to the book in the first place. While I haven't read this author's debut novel, I'm looking forward to giving it a try because I really like her writing style! A Forgery of Roses follows Myra, a prodigy with the ability to paint away a person's flaws, and even heal minor injuries. When the governor's wife asks her to do the impossible, bring her dead son back to life, Myra is unsure if she is up to the task - but too much is riding on her success so she agrees to try. 

I really like Myra - I thought she was brave, and determined and I loved how loyal and protective she was of her sister Lucy. Watching her sift through clues and try to get answers about what's really going on allowed her to develop as a character and I liked watching her grow in confidence and skill. 

I was also a fan of August. I loved the anxiety representation and thought the author did a really good job of outlining the struggles that one faces when they suffer from severe anxiety. August has a hard time with parents who don't understand him and push him into situations that make him uncomfortable. The dynamic between him and Myra was sweet and I like the slow burn feel to this story. 

Overall, I think this was a super unique read, and I liked that I couldn't guess the ending at all - it took me by surprise which is always great! I'm happy with how it ended, and look forward to seeing what comes next for this author!

Rating: 4/5 Devils!





Wednesday, 2 March 2022

The Rosewood Chronicles by Connie Glynn Blog Tour!

 


Hi everyone! I'm so excited to be hosting a spot on The Rosewood Chronicles Blog Tour hosted by The Write Reads Tours! Today I am spotlighting Book #1 in this fantastic series, Undercover Princess by Connie Glynn!

Title: Undercover Princess (The Rosewood Chronicles #1)
Author: Connie Glynn
Publish Date: November 2nd, 2017
Publisher: Penguin 
Genre: YA Fantasy

When fairy tale obsessed Lottie Pumpkin starts at the infamous Rosewood Hall, she is not expecting to share a room with the Crown Princess of Maradova, Ellie Wolf. Due to a series of lies and coincidences, 14-year-old Lottie finds herself pretending to be the princess so that Ellie can live a more normal teenage life.

Lottie is thrust into the real world of royalty - a world filled with secrets, intrigue and betrayal. She must do everything she can to help Ellie keep her secret, but with school, the looming Maradovian ball and the mysterious new boy Jamie, she'll soon discover that reality doesn't always have the happily ever after you'd expect...

A thrilling world of parties, politics and bad ass princesses, this is the first book in the brand new series THE ROSEWOOD CHRONICLES.


About the author:

Connie Glynn has always loved writing and wrote her first story when she was six, with her mum at a typewriter acting as her scribe. She had a love for performing stories from a young age and attended Guildhall drama classes as a teenager. This passion for stories has never left her, and Connie recently finished a degree in film theory. It was at university that Connie started her hugely successful YouTube channel Noodlerella (named after her favourite food and favourite Disney princess). After five years of publicly documenting her life and hobbies to an audience of 900,000 subscribers on YouTube, Connie closed the book on the Noodlerella project in a bid for more privacy and to pursue her original passions in the performing arts. Connie now writes music and fiction full- time. Follow Connie on YouTube, Twitter, Instagram and Tumblr @ConnieGlynn

Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Rosewood-Chronicles-Undercover-Princess/dp/0062847821/





Star Revelations by Steven Paul Terry Blog Tour + Giveaway!

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Hi everyone! This is my post during the blog tour for Star Revelations by Steven Paul Terry. In Star Revelations a TV Star on a terrifying journey of misdirection and murder, must learn who she is, and bring a message from another world, hundreds of earth years in the future.

This blog tour is organized by Lola's Blog Tours and the tour runs from 28 February till 13 March. You can see the tour schedule here.


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Star Revelations (Star Revelations #1)
By Steven Paul Terry
Genre: Thriller /Suspense /Mystery/ Science Fiction
Age category: Adult
Release Date: 6 November, 2021
Blurb:
Get their attention before it's too late... The Quiet War has begun...

Acclaimed journalist and media celebrity Diana Willis can snag the inside scoop and truth on any story. But when her helicopter mysteriously malfunctions and plummets to the ground, everything changes, sending Diana down a maze of murderous intrigue and confusion. Waking up from a coma eight weeks after the crash, she struggles with the recurring dreams that reveal an extraordinary past life. Now, Diana's hellbent on uncovering the secrets about those past memories.

Delving into a world of mind control and past lives, the truth is more terrifying than she ever imagined as she travels back in time to face the perpetrators of America's most confidential and sinister projects. Teaming up with an unlikely ally, an elusive interdimensional mentor from her other life, Diana is able to restore her psychic and telepathic powers. Suddenly, they're in more danger than ever before as their enemies seek world domination through mind control and media manipulation.

Can Diana use her powers to expose the truth, learn who she is, and bring a message of faith and freedom from another world, hundreds of earth years in the future?

"I returned from your future and there is no fear. I am courageous and free..."
EXCERPT:

Prologue

It is a future time in a distant world. A woman sits on an elegant chair arranged by a fountain in a courtyard surrounded by a sumptuous garden. She is dressed in a silvery robe and her long blonde hair lies draped over one shoulder. She appears to be in her mid-forties but is many years older, and those who know her consider her strikingly beautiful.

Birds and insects flutter among the blossoms. In the distance, majestic spacecraft streak silently through the sky. The ambiance is one of harmony and balance, between human and nature, between individual and society.

The woman knows that such peace and balance are not by accident, that nature itself is always in a state of entropy, that humans are disposed to fear and violence. But her people have learned how to rise to and maintain themselves at a higher level of being, above ignorance, greed, hypocrisy, vindictiveness, and prejudice. She knows there are dark forces within the galaxy keen on disrupting her kind’s way of life and interrupting their message of faith and progression.

She is one of the chosen messengers of a special communications group called Secret Transmissions Allied Response (STAR). She receives telepathic messages through the chasm of time and space, calls for help from a faraway planet named Earth, specifically from a group of people gathered at a place known to them as Mt. Shasta.

The messages are frantic and the distress they evoke is immediate and visceral.

Help us, there is a bomb…

Many will die…

We are waiting…

You are our liberator…

On her lap rests a small open book; as she receives these messages, she thinks of a response and its words appear on the blank pages.

The bifurcation of your world has begun…

Control and Fear or Love and Freedom…

Dystopia or Utopia…

Your choice…

Links:
- Goodreads
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- Amazon

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About the Author:
Steven Paul Terry was born in London, England, where he went to school before moving to Australia where his education continued. He’s spent three decades traveling the globe as a professional speaker, challenging and inspiring audiences to live a great life through his executive coaching strategies.

Terry divides his time between Colorado and Mexico. When not touring, he enjoys writing by the ocean, where he is also an avid swimmer and diver.

Learn more about Steven Paul Terry at StevenPaulTerry.com

Author links:
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- Facebook
- Twitter
- Instagram

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- a $10 Amazon gift card
- 2 $5 Amazon gift cards

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The Rumor Game by Dhonielle Clayton and Sona Charaipotra Blog Tour + Giveaway!

Hi everyone! I am thrilled to be hosting a spot on the THE RUMOR GAME by Dhonielle Clayton & Sona Charaipotra Blog Tour hosted by Rockstar Book Tours. Check out my post and make sure to enter the giveaway!

About The Book:

Title: THE RUMOR GAME

Author: Dhonielle Clayton & Sona Charaipotra

Pub. Date: March 1, 2022

Publisher: Disney-Hyperion

Formats: Hardcover, eBook, audiobook

Pages: 480

Find it: Goodreads, Amazon, Kindle, Audible, B&N, iBooks(audiobook), Kobo, TBD, Bookshop.org

All it takes is one spark to start a blaze.

At Foxham Prep, a posh private school for the children of DC’s elite, a single rumor has the power to ruin a life.

Nobody knows that better than Bryn. She used to have it all—the perfect boyfriend, a bright future in politics, and even popularity, thanks to her best friend, cheer captain Cora. Then one mistake sparked a scandal that burned it all to the ground.

Now it’s the start of a new school year and the spotlight has shifted: It’s geeky Georgie, newly hot after a summer makeover, whose name is on everyone’s lips. When a rumor ignites, Georgie rockets up the school’s social hierarchy, pitting her and Cora against each other. It grants her Foxham stardom . . . but it also makes her a target.

As the rumors grow and morph, blazing like wildfire through the school’s social media, all three girls’ lives begin to unravel. But one person close to the drama has the power to stop the gossip in its tracks. The question is—do they even want to?

From Dhonielle Clayton and Sona Charaipotra, authors of the Tiny Pretty Things duology (now a Netflix series), comes the edge-of-your-seat social thriller everyone will be talking about.

Review:

"A juicy, elegant, absolutely flawless thriller with a twist. It's the diverse Gossip Girl we've been waiting for!"―Tiffany D. Jackson, New York Times best-selling author of Grown and White Smoke

 

Excerpt:

rumor [ rü-m r]: noun

1) a story or statement in general circulation without confirmation of certainty as to facts

2) gossip; hearsay

3) archaic. a continuous, confused noise; clamor; din 4) can destroy your life

---Original Message----

From: Online Petition

To: Bryn Colburn

Sent: October 10, 7:29 AM

Subject: Stand with the Student Body, Move Up Special Election!

To: Principal Rollins of Foxham Preparatory Academy REMOVE BRYN COLBURN IMMEDIATELY

By signing this petition, the students of Foxham Preparatory Academy stand in solidarity and implore you and the school faculty to remove senior Bryn Colburn as student body president in order to keep our academic environment safe. She doesn’t represent good morals and doesn’t have the wherewithal to handle the pressure, the spotlight or represent our community. She is unfit to lead us. The special election on November 8 is too far away, and the students deserve to have an immediate say. Remove her and appoint Cora Davidson as interim president until the students cast their ballots.

Click here to sign our petition

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BRYN

FRIDAY, OCTOBER 11

9:00 P.M.

THE THING ABOUT THIS YEAR IS THAT I MIGHT DO ANY THING to get my old life back.

Mom would use her rehab checklist to flag this new attitude as . . . headed for trouble. Maybe. Potentially.

But I think it finally makes me feel like myself again. Determined. Focused. Razor-sharp.

“You sure we should be doing this?” Georgie asks, obsessively flip ping down my car’s vanity mirror. Her thick black hair is everywhere: across the car seat headrest, on her shoulders, some of it piled in a loose bun. I don’t understand how she has so much, how it grew out so fast from the kiddie bowl cut she still had at the end of eighth grade when we stopped carpooling. Mine barely grows, and my side ponytail sits on my shoulder like the sad, wet tail of a dog.

When I stop at a red light, I pet my hair, trying not to think about how the doctor said stress has thinned it out around my temples, and how at some point it might actually turn into an accidental mullet. All on its own. Then everyone will think I’m a trashy white girl from Hicksville, Virginia, while Georgie’s a reincarnated Indian goddess. I should get hair vitamins or something.

“Shouldn’t your hands be on the wheel?” she says, her nose crinkling up. I notice she’s gotten freckles on her face. I didn’t know people with brown skin could get freckles, and I feel stupid at the thought. I’ve known her so long. Well, not really. She’s been my next-door neighbor, forced-carpool-person-type thing forever. I don’t actually know her know her. But since our fathers started working together this summer, it’s been all “Can you hang out with Georgie and make a good impression?” blah, blah. If I’m honest with myself—like the Colburn family therapist wants me to be—then I’d admit I don’t have any real friends left and she’s the only person I have to hang out with. It’s been five terrible, lonely weeks since school started.

I wave my hands higher in the air. “It’s fine.”

The light turns green. I rev the engine a little just to make her jump. I laugh. She laughs, too, but it’s forced.

“This is a bad idea, don’t you think?” she asks.

“I can still go places,” I remind her, but I catch her eye, her message clear: But for how much longer? The whole school has turned against me because of what happened at the end of the summer.

But I have a plan to turn it all around. I have the whole thing mapped out in my notebook. My get-my-life-back-on-track plan. “I need to talk to him. If I can just get him to hear me out . . .” “Him him?”

“Yeah.”

“You could text him.”

“I’ve been doing that for weeks. He leaves me on read.” I don’t want to say my ex-boyfriend’s name out loud yet. “And I’m not a girl who will be ignored.” I try to summon the old courage I always had to speak my mind.

She shrugs. “We just shouldn’t be going.”

“Why not? Those are just your fears talking. Have faith.” When your dad is a politician, you get good at convincing people to do things. I turn right, then left, like my car’s on autopilot. I could drive the whole way to my ex-friend Cora’s house with my eyes closed. I need to talk to her, too, but one person at a time. First, Jase. Second, Cora. Third, Mom.

Georgie winces. “I can think of a hundred different reasons why. Number one: we’re not invited.”

I steal another glimpse of her. She’s so beautiful now. A summer away and she doesn’t even feel like that nerd anymore. “What?” she asks, catching me looking at her.

“Nothing,” I reply.

I wonder if she pities me because I’ve lost all my friends. Or if her dad also pushed her to hang out with me. If it’s mutually beneficial at all.

“We’re almost there, so . . .” I start.

“So we could still turn back.”

She looks at me. Her eyes are bigger and brighter now that she’s learned to line them, now that she’s paying attention to the way she looks, now that she’s become a new version of herself. She’s lost at least forty pounds.

“How did it feel . . . to, like, lose all that weight?” It just comes out all hard, and I wish I’d softened it.

“Fine. The program was mostly running and gymnastics.” She zips the words up in her mouth and volleys between watching my speed on the dashboard and texting on her phone.

I turn onto Cora’s street. “We’re here.”

Cora’s circular driveway is packed with luxury cars, even some Secret Service vehicles, as if it were a black-tie soiree instead of a high school party. Her house is impressive. Better than the ones in my neighborhood. It’s really old-school, a miniature—but not by much—of a traditional plantation home, with pristine white shutter, and a manicured lawn, the tulips color-coded like a scene out of one of those old racist Southern movies. Except the family that lives here is Black. Cora’s dad is a Harvard-bred lawyer who works for the president. Cora’s twin sister, Millie, is a genius, and already at Harvard, even though she’s only seventeen and should be a senior like the rest of us.

I screech the car to a stop.

“Careful,” Georgie says, and I can feel the anxiety creeping up her spine and settling onto her shoulders.

“I thought I saw a cat.”

“Where? I didn’t see anything.”

“It’s fine, Georgie. Chill. Still getting used to the brakes on the new car, okay?” I turn the engine off and glare at the Nigerian flag plastered on the back window of the SUV in front of us. Abaeze Onyekachi’s car. An angry knot hardens in me at the sight of it. Wonder if anyone’s slashed his tires before? Wonder if I should be the first to do it?

“Do I look all right?” Georgie asks, flipping down the car’s vanity mirror to check her hair and makeup for the seventh time. She’s wearing an expensive V-neck tee and strategically ripped-up skinny jeans, and the whole outfit hugs her a little, but in all the right places. I picked it out for her, modeled how to wear it correctly. We spent hours in my pool house turned bedroom going through it all earlier tonight.

“Why are you stressing?” I ask. “I thought you didn’t want to come?” “This is, like, a big deal for me,” she whispers. “It’s my first real party.”

I guess it is. I used to see her watching me and my friends from her window as we’d sneak out or have parties in my pool-house bedroom. Never once did I think to invite her over. She was that kind of acquaintance you couldn’t take with you anywhere. Someone might say something. But she was perfectly nice. And boring.

“You look great,” I say, and mean it.

“You picked everything out,” she replies.

“But you’re wearing it. Take credit.” Always know how to sell yourself. A good politician gets that, too.

We walk around to the back, and bodies are everywhere. All the popular people from Foxham Prep and even some of their personal bodyguards. Our school is a place where kids with important parents go—diplomats, government people, celebrities, etc.

Groups circle a fire pit on an elaborate patio, while others lounge around the heated pool. Heat lamps reach above the water like red-hot fingers. In the distance, a huge bonfire rages. Tiny sparks flicker in the air like fireflies. It’s that weird blend of too warm for October during the day, but cool during the night. That’s DC for you. Mid-Atlantic weather chaos.

I tug at the stringy bottoms of my hair, braiding and unbraiding it, ignoring the split ends, and thinking about how different fall break was for me at this time last year. I was with Christine,

Bian, Cora, Baez, Rico, and the rest of the crew in Ocean City. We laughed. We tanned. We fell asleep outside.

People stop and look up at Georgie and me. Some giggle. Others whisper to each other. Boys from the lacrosse team—some friends with Jase—nudge and point.

Heat gathers in my cheeks. I know I have an ugly batch of hives dot ted all over my neck.

Calm down, I tell myself, willing my fear response to chill the hell out.

A few people call out at us. At me, really. Taunts.

Georgie bristles and yanks me forward.

There are three kegs set up in the outdoor kitchen, along with chips, salsa, guacamole, fruit salad, and platters of finger foods. Uninspired food. Lackluster. That was my role. Cora hasn’t found anyone else to help menu plan. Clearly.

I wave at all my hecklers, bowing.

“Why’d you do that?” she whispers hard.

“What was I supposed to do?”

“Ignore them.”

“I can’t ignore them,” I say.

If only she knew how true that was. I keep a file on my computer full of screenshots of social media comments and articles written about me after the incident happened. I recorded every word of every comment people made about me. I tracked all the lies, all the rumors. I watched it spiral. I had to know. I had to be prepared.

“Yes, you can. Pretend they aren’t talking to you.”

“Uh, thanks for the brilliant advice,” I snap, then feel a pinch of regret when I see surprise flicker across her face.

“I know plenty about ignoring people, and about being ignored,” she says. “Or did you forget?” Her eyes burn into mine.

“I know.” I touch her arm. I can’t do this alone. “I’m sorry. I just . . . Let’s get beers. I need a little liquid courage.” I walk out of view of Jase’s idiot friends.

“Too many calories. I’m going to go mix something”—she points over past the pool—“at that bar thing over there. Maybe seltzer or a diet soda. Be right back.”

“Okay.” I push away a twinge of fear as she walks away. I used to be afraid of nothing. I’d march into a party like this one and announce I had arrived, that the most stimulating conversation of the night could begin. But now my nerves feel like I’ve swallowed an earthquake.

I stare into the house through the windows. Couples find dark corners to curl up in. A group sits around a table, playing cards. People zip through the back door, wrapped in towels and headed for the pool. Last year, I was the first one over at Cora’s house to set up, and the last one to leave the next day. I used to be somebody: someone you wanted to sit with at lunch or hang with in my pool-house bedroom, someone you hoped followed you back on social media.

Now no one talks to me. It’s weird how one bad decision can change your entire high school status, your entire family, your entire life. And I need it to go away.

Focus on your list, I tell myself. Jase first.

I guzzle the beer in my cup and fill it up again. I’m driving, so I know this will be the last one. But right now I need to soften the edges a little.

“Did you forget that no one likes you anymore?” Chance Olivieri points his camera at me, zooming in and out. It’s old, clunky, vintage. “Have anything to say about it? Give me an exclusive and I might let you be part of my documentary.”

My rival since the third grade. His greasy too-long hair flops over the camera, and his pale cheeks are permanently flushed. Everyone used to call him a clown and make fun of the rosacea.

“You wish. I won’t be part of your trash, and I won’t let you take student body president from me. You’ll lose that special election.” “I won’t . . . and we both know it. Nobody likes the scorned ex who bullies and almost kills the other woman. Not a good look. Never gets sympathy. Prepare yourself, sweetie.” Chance pushes his camera closer to my face. “Plus, this documentary is going to win a prize one day. I’ll be famous. It’ll expose the bullshit social hierarchy of high school.” Yes, he’s for real.

Chance Olivieri was the one who had the most to say after everything happened, like he reveled in sharing every newspaper headline and TV clip. Even made daily video recaps of what I did and all the bad press and comments swarming me and my family. My dad says he’ll end up as a sleazy tabloid reporter or something one day. Doesn’t have the vision to be a real journalist or filmmaker.

I put my hand up to block him. “You’ve been doing this stupid crap since ninth grade, and you’ve still got nothing. Maybe it’s time to give it up and get a life,” I spit back. “Or a girlfriend.”

“Maybe you should get a boyfriend. Oh, wait, you almost killed the last one.”

He blows a kiss at me.

I sneer and turn to walk away. I go past the pool. Everyone stares. Someone splashes at me. The back of my jeans get soaked. I bite my bottom lip. I refuse to cry. There have been too many tears. Never cry when the cameras are on.

I spot Jase and some friends in the gazebo. The boys all dangle out of it, laughing and roughhousing.

My heart drops into my stomach. I need him to forgive me. I need him to tell people to stop attacking me online over what happened. I need to get all my friends back. He’s the one who can make it all go away. I clench my fists and take a deep breath, then walk up.

The guys stop laughing and stare. Jase looks up, surprised. His cold blue gaze still sends a tingle through me. He has blond stubble, an almost beard now, and looks like the South Carolina beach boy he was meant to be. God, he’s hot. No wonder I was so into him. Too into him. “Can I talk to you for a second?”

They ooh and aah.

I keep my eyes squarely on him, not breaking contact, bracing for him to say no.

“Sure.” He flashes a perfect smile, and his friends slap his arm and back.

But I don’t care. That tiny word is an unexpected firework. One step forward.

He gets up and walks toward me. But not far enough away from the gazebo. Everyone snickers and listens, eager for a show. My heart beats so hard, I feel like I’m going to vomit it up.

“What’s up?” His Southern accent slips between slurred words. “I just . . . just wanted to talk to you about what happened. I didn’t get a chance to explain.”

He flashes a big, strange smile. “Sure.”

That word again. For some reason, it unsettles me. I’d been expecting a no, expecting to convince him. It knocks me off what I’d practiced when I imagined this moment. “It’s . . . it was . . . my parents. That night. I’d found out something big . . . really bad. I wasn’t thinking. I was super upset. It all got into my head, so when you didn’t answer . . . I thought—I thought—”

Jase put his hand in the air. “It’s okay.”

My mouth drops open. “Really?” A weight starts to lift from my shoulders, and I’m not sure if it’s the beer.

“I know where you’re going with all this, and I get it,” he replies. “You do?” My heart lifts for the first time in weeks.

“Of course I do.” He takes my hand. The heat of it sends a familiar surge through me. I want his touch back so much. “I know how crazy you are. Like your mom. Isn’t she still in rehab?

Shouldn’t you be, too?” His charming smile darkens. “Like mother, like daughter. You’re both nuts.”

I stiffen and yank my hand back. Since the end of August, I’ve been called crazy 3,797 times and nuts 1,890 on all social media platforms. And who knows how many more times in group chats and private DMs—the ones I’ve been kicked out of.

Crazy is a terrible word.

Jase laughs, and it creates a ripple. The smirks, the chuckles, the pity, the hate. The guys break into raucous laughter.

“You don’t know the whole story,” I say. “If you would just let me—” My pulse races, its beat flooding my ears. The pitch and crescendo of the laughter stretch and warp as if I’m trapped in a messed-up fun house where everything bounces back at me. The bodies blur. Party sounds become a nauseous hum. Like everything is underwater. “I don’t want to talk to you,” he yells. “Don’t give a shit about what you have to say. I’m done with you. Sasha has better tits, anyways.” All the guys cheer. A knot hardens in my stomach. I clench my teeth. I hold back rage tears as he fumbles toward the gazebo with his friends. I square my shoulders and walk away. This was so stupid. It was too soon. I didn’t think it through enough. The rehearsal in my head, in my bedroom, in my notebook, jumbled. I’d even kept my distance the first several weeks of school to prepare. It all went wrong. I have to find Georgie. We have to get out of here. I wipe my face. Chance saunters past again with his camera. “Tsk, tsk. Show didn’t go as planned, huh? No one buying your lies? Everyone knows what a bitch you are.” He holds out a piece of paper and shakes it at me. “Want to sign this petition? I’m trying to get you removed as student body president a little early, you see. I’ve already got over fifty signatures.” “Shut up. Shut up. SHUT UP!”

“Wouldn’t you like that? But nope, I’m good.”

“I’m looking for Georgie—and trust me—I’ll be out of here.” “She went in the house with Baez,” he reported. “Even she’s done with you.”

My anger flashes hot. I shove him into the pool with his camera. He makes a huge splash.

That shuts him up good.

Bryn Colburn

Net loss of followers:

−3,528

Group chats:

0

Friday 9:34 PM

Bryn:

Where are you?

Bryn:

You said you were just getting seltzer.

Bryn:

Are you ignoring me?

Things went bad. I tried to talk to him.

Bryn:

I feel weird. I wanna go.

Friday 9:45 PM

Georgie:

I’m in the bathroom. Spilled my drink.

Georgie:

Gimme a minute.

Friday 9:46 PM

Bryn:

I’ll be in the car. Hurry up.


About Dhonielle Clayton:

Dhonielle Clayton is the New York Times best-selling author of the Belles series, The Mirror: Shattered Midnight, and the coauthor of Blackout and the Tiny Pretty Things duology, now a Netflix original series. She hails from the Washington, DC, suburbs on the Maryland side. She taught secondary school for several years, and is a former elementary and middle school librarian. She is COO of the non-profit We Need Diverse Books, and president of Cake Creative, an IP story kitchen dedicated to diverse representation. She’s an avid traveler, and always on the hunt for magic and mischief. Up next: The Marvellers, her middle grade fantasy debut. You can find her on social media @brownbookworm.

 

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About Sona Charaipotra:

Sona Charaipotra is the author of Symptoms of a Heartbreak and How Maya Got Fierce, and coauthor of the Tiny Pretty Things duology, now a Netflix original series. She earned her master’s in screenwriting from NYU and an MFA in creative writing from the New School. A working journalist, Sona has held editorial roles at People, TeenPeople, ABCNews.com, MSN, and most recently, the Barnes & Noble Teen Blog (RIP), and contributed to publications from the New York Times to TeenVogue. She is a former We Need Diverse Books board member, and co-founder of CAKE Literary, a boutique book packager focused on high-concept diverse titles. Find her on the web talking about books, Bollywood movies, and chai.

 

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